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All The Leaves Are Falling

by Nealo

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Maybe we’re just looking for something under the weather Because a part of me gets hungry All my demons are on the welfare And all my friends are lonely we’re still dying with no healthcare I was in the kitchen when you told me I was in Vancouver when you found me I write songs like old obituaries but that might be the old me And maybe this is a symbol of the way things are, I’m scraping pennies just to pay the road tax on my car The housing markets are gone through the roof And my one-bedroom apartment on the edge of town is proof That the way things are going is fucked up The rich are getting richer and it doesn’t look good You’d want to take a look at the suicide rates in my hood the answers you can’t find in a bottle bookies or bible But I was on the late night dial up Asking Jeeves for answers to the keys to survival, I might just have to call you when I find them, They’re buried in the couch or in my mind love, I was on a seek and you shall find buzz But I was in the kitchen when you told me I was in Vancouver when you phoned me I write songs like old obituaries but that might be the old me Yeah, I think that that’s the old me.
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Maybe this is the only home I’ve ever known I fell asleep while dreaming of the times gone The rain is tapping on me like a metronome I fell asleep and woke up with the heavens open I love the winter, I’m co dependent, Of all the seasons, I’m the descendent, I’ve found a reason The rain been tapping on me so long I should have come and gone So I took out a loan so long It fucked my credit score And Ive been on the phone so long My fuckin credits gone So I told both my folks so long And then I hit the door My lifes full of broken humans I was on the roof in NYC Mind full of broken musings I was late night running from the truth Maybe I’m still running from the truth. Lighting candles in my room man I was awkward in my youth And all my fantasies are burning I was young and here’s the proof And all the drowning adolescence All my dreams were dipped in truth All our dreams are dipped in gasoline I’m falling from the roof And man I’ve got my reasons My minds set on leaving Can’t bare the sinking feeling It’s just one fall to freedom
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Everybody’s got problems All my friends are mad fucked up I’ve got mates that sell kilos Even I made a drop once Every human’s got issues I’ve got friends that do coke tonnes There’s no such thing as a hero Best of luck on the job front I went and picked up a J1 I headed straight for San Francisco I was with a couple of day 1’s There’s no doubt that we were on a mission It’s kind of hard to find a day job When getting drunks your intuition Mission district strip club We didn’t have a pot to piss in I haven’t popped a Xanax since my son was born I think that I was only taking them cus’ my heart was sore I used to fall apart on my apartment floor You watched me fall apart Are we ex best friends or are we meant to be beefing? Cus’ I passed you in the street and you looked mentally beaten I’ve got a pile of your old books that I’m meant to be reading Everybody’s got a book that they’re meant to be reading You don’t look the way I dreamed I fantasize of all the towns we’ll never leave We might never leave here.
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Some days I want to put this city on the map And some days I want to put it in my rear view There’s mornings I feel fear when the rents due But I always feel such pride for what my friends do And I’ve got so much love to spread to others That sometimes there’s not much left to give my woman I sell my family short but I’m strong in public And I’d die for you if you’re from Dublin My opinion doesn’t have to be gospel But every young person’s only three poor decisions away from a hostel They’ll sell your family short and they’ll starve you in public Would you die for me if you’re from Dublin? I’ve got an angel on my shoulder the devil sent a postcard I was searching for meaning in the middle of a snow storm I was listening to ‘Seasons in the Abyss’ before the concert Maybe looking for reasons to exist among the monsters I’ve got an angel on my shoulder the devil sent a postcard I was searching for meaning in the middle of a snow storm I was listening to ‘Seasons in the Abyss’ before the concert Maybe looking for reasons to exist among the monsters I’m on the bus on the way home I’ve been out singing the same song I’ve been out looking for day’s gone Chasing the bottle my day’s gone But my demons are friendly I stay strong I had a girl that I worshipped I gave her a ring on a Thursday Gave her my love she deserved it She gave me her love cus’ I earned it But I cannot wait for the birth For my boy I’ma give him the earth Me I was born on the first And my ma she gave me the world This country was no place for girls The kitchen was all that they served And now we must give them the world We learn and we grow and observe I used to pray for better things At a session on amphetamines Til’ I went and bought a wedding ring Saved up to order it and everything We’re not important, we are everything You’re not a port, you are my everything I’m out in Portland loving everything We might be poor, but love is everything I’ve got an angel on my shoulder the devil sent a postcard I was searching for meaning in the middle of a snow storm I was listening to ‘Seasons in the Abyss’ before the concert Maybe looking for reasons to exist among the monsters You might think I medicate I just want to be here for my better days Ma she called me up she hopes the weather stays I hope that I can meet my son and see his face I walk up through Kilmainham, Our forefathers went to jail here There was no such thing as bail here They were thrown in concrete cells With echoes screaming of rebellion And how the Brits could go to hell They were fenians executed for standing up for themselves And now we’ve got twitter. And now we’ve got Facebook And now we got an army of trolls Leading an internet race war I just can’t stand the hatred You lack the courage to show your face You lack the basic common sense to know that ignorance is basic But you might think I medicate I just want to be here for my better days Ma she called me up she hopes the weather stays I hope that she can meet my son and tie his laces.
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I just got back all the leaves are falling on my home. I’m on my own.
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I was at your funeral I was in the cubicle I was there when you were young Laid out looking beautiful You were born no silver spoon You were born so beautiful All the leaves are falling As summer leads into autumn The call of the wild is on us Pick our brains up from the bottom Dublin city rains in my soul Its a fuckin savage reason to come home Savagery that they all had to leave their homes But its a fuckin savage feeling to come home Maybe we just don’t belong I was at your funeral I was in the cubicle I was there when you were young You were there when I was 1 I was at your funeral Your ma was on the pew with me I saw you at the funeral Maybe its not news to you, but I’ll be leaving soon All the leaves are falling as summer turns into autumn Call of the wild is on us Pick our brains up from the bottom.
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And I don’t want to fight with you I’d take a plane right through the sky If it meant I’d spend the night with you If that’d be alright with you When I look into your eyes, I see universes lighting up And that’s enough to lighten my load I followed all the darkest roads that steer home But maybe it’s the only home I’ve ever known I was back in Berkeley in the bay when Mac Dre died, And I know some days I’m hurting but some days I see blue skies I paint my soul and my heart in this art, I’m starting to act like these things don’t matter I’m burning through dreams like shatter The root of pain is attachment And I’m latched to your catchment area Like phony politicians Who build up promises without caring It’s scary how much we’re sharing Like limewire torrent pairing I gave this city my all Now my all has all but lost its bearings
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I met you in the winter you were wasting time I saw you in the summer you had eyes like mine Cus’ they were looking bloodshot From dealing with the subplots And smiling in the mug shots From all the beer and club shots While I was at the bus stop You were dealing in the drug spot You were always singing drunk songs Seemed like you were in a good spot Ones to watch you had that one spot We shared the same roof what a fun spot Spot a 20 that’s a good spot Just pay me back when you’ve got a good plot I cannot wait to get back to the gaff and just lay there, I cannot wait to get back to the sack and just stay there I cannot wait till to watch all our troubles fade away I’m dreaming deep of sunny trees And burning embers in a cooling breeze W while I fall asleep and wake up in a different dream Wake up in a different scene All the shit that we believe All the lies are on TV All our lives are on the screen All i want is something real All I want to do is feel All I want to be is me Love is all I really need I’ve been out looking for everything / anything I cannot wait for the day to bring anything I had to let go of everything, just to find meaning in anything, I’ve been a keeper of faith since a baby I’ve been a seeker of truth since the 80’s, I’ve got a vision of all of us living in paradise and my ma driving a Mercedes My ma she drives a Mercedes But her baby was born in the 80’s When Barry McGuigan was famous When Reagan and Nancy set cages Michael J Fox and the Swayze’s The internet hadn’t yet catered To all of us insecure babies All of us out here were looking for love We’re chasing the bottle, we’re looking for drugs And maybe you see me just give me a hug Or maybe just see me and give me the nugs But all of my life I was looking for something Looking for anything looking for love I stay fettered to the letters in my conscious I stay weathered like a wolf without a conscience I hold trouble like a bridge without a crossing I place flowers like a Da that’s lost his daughter I was shopping for a rope Strong enough to burden all this hope Long enough to tie up all these dreams Home is not just only what it seems Home is not just only what it seems But once you leave once and then it changes Friends they might not look at you the same way I left home to travel, I was 18 You, you never stared at me the same way You were only looking for the way home You got lost and landed in the echoes I don’t know I’m sick of waiting for it all to go wrong.

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released October 30, 2020

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NEALO Dublin, Ireland

Nealo is a rapper & singer from Dublin, Ireland. He writes from the heart over soulful jazz instrumentals made by his friends. The new single ‘You Can’t Go Home Again’ is the first single from his debut album which will be released late Autumn in 2020.

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